“Let your heart kindle my heart”

Embarrassing confession: I spent a full five minutes crying into my keyboard while attempting to complete the Movie Scenes that Changed Our Lives assignment, all because of ONE CLIP from “A Little Princess.”

Just FYI, if you were not a little girl who grew up in the late 90′s you might not quite get what this movie does to me, but… oh man. Does it ever. In my commentary about the scenes I chose I wanted to let it play out without me babbling over the gorgeous music, so I’ll go into that later. Meanwhile, here’s me rambling about some of my most-loved film and TV moments:

I honestly wish I had more time to spend making this assignment A+ worthy. There’s so much possibility here to really tell a story, to talk about who you are as a person and how your favorite media has shaped your life, the way you think about the world, or even just the other media you see… but it’s Sunday night and it’s late and I’m tired, and frankly I’m pretty happy I found that awesome Sailor Moon clip at all. I must have spent half an hour going through every transformation sequence compilation I could find until I got to the one I wanted to use.

This was by far the easiest assignment from video week. At this point I’m quite familiar with Movie Maker, and can more or less wrestle it into doing what I want. This time around, all I had to do was find three awesome clips that I wanted to talk about (from the Lord of the Rings, Sailor Moon and A Little Princess, respectively—though I can’t seem to find the Sailor Moon video I used), convert them, upload them into Movie Maker, slap some titles and then use the Narration tool to add my commentary.

I’m not particularly pleased with the quality of the narration, and I feel like this video is kind of long and rambly and boring overall, but I am pretty darn fond of the way Movie Maker automatically adjusts the sound level of clips if there’s narration going on. I feel like I would have had to wrestle with that for hours if it wasn’t built into the program.

I also wish I’d had a bit more time, or a bit more eloquence, to describe why these scenes are so important to me. It’s difficult to convey how much I lost myself in Middle Earth as a teenager, and how passionately I still love the world Tolkien created. The way Sailor Moon introduced me to a whole genre of storytelling that would bring me some of my best memories, most beloved stories, most exciting conversations and closest friendships. I actually talked about that in an earlier post from Design Week, and with a lot more coherence than I used in my video. Then there’s “A Little Princess.” This isn’t Tumblr, so it’d be out of context for me to mash my face against the keyboard and insert a few gifs to express myself, but I will say this: as a little girl who relied on her imagination to get through some terrible, terrible years in grade school, who spent a couple of years with more fictional friends than real ones, who looks up to her dad as a hero and who will never ever lose her sense of wonder at storytelling, this is probably my all-time favorite film. Not to mention the fact that the movie’s lush visuals and gorgeous cinematography influenced my sense of aesthetics for the rest of my life.

Like I mentioned earlier, I felt like this assignment had a lot of storytelling potential that I wasn’t really tapping into, and I was curious to see if students who’d completed it before me managed to do so. In the original example, Rosanna Marie does a great job of presenting high-quality clips and narration while giving us a great sense of who she is and what matters to her. She could have used more footage from “The Social Network” to make it clear why she loved the movie so much, but other than that I really enjoyed her video.

The second video I watched was from one of my classmates this semester, and the Indie Librarian really delivered with her video! By contextualizing her clips with an excellent writeup and writing her narration beforehand (NOTE TO FREAKIN’ SELF), she was able to tell a wonderful story about how she grew up in a funny, witty manner. That’s what I wish I could have done with my own video, so hats off to her!

Moral of the story: DON’T JUST RAMBLE. Good writing always always ALWAYS pays off.

One of these days that lesson is going to stick.

Ami Mizuno presents: Sailor Moon and the Gender of Power

Ami's TED Talk

I watched the most incredible TED talk last night. It was led by this super-intelligent Japanese high school student named Ami Mizuno. She was talking about the superheroine group the Sailor Senshi and how they reflect a more feminist, egalitarian and shame-free view of femininity, especially in the ways that femininity relates to literal power and personal agency.

Needless to say I was floored.

Crafting my Fantasy TED Talk ended up being really fun. : D I’ll take any excuse I can get to return to a favorite story.

To say that Sailor Moon was a formative show for me is kind of an understatement. I idolized those characters as a kid, I drew them constantly, tried to figure out which of the girls I’d get along with the best. It was my gateway anime, and from there I devoured every other anime and manga I could get my hands on. As I’ve grown older Sailor Moon has only become more fascinating and important to me (although I can no longer listen to the English dubs without crying). There’s the fact that Sailor Moon teaches girls that there’s no “right” way to be a woman, that all kinds of girls can be friends with each other. It teaches girls that love, supportive relationships and dogged determination in the face of challenges are essential to a successful life. There’s the fact that the princess rescues her prince nine times out of ten and everyone treats it as perfectly acceptable because duh, Sailor Moon is the moon princess, of course she’s more powerful than Tuxedo Mask. That’s a pretty major reversal from… oh, every other story ever. There’s the fact that Sailor Moon includes fully-developed queer characters and constantly plays with the idea of gender (to the point of having characters who can change their physical sex in the anime).

And then there’s the final, ultimate awesome thing about this show: it clearly broadcasts the message that girls’ feelings, their relationships, and everything that makes them girls is powerful. Powerful enough to save the entire galaxy, and without ever taking on an affect that is ascribed to “masculinity.” The Senshi fight painful, bloody battles and die for the people they love, they face impossible odds again and again, and they do it in heels and miniskirts (which none of them are ever shamed for wearing). In a culture that frequently tells women that the only way for them to be “powerful warriors” is by developing a sudden aversion to anything feminine, that anything a woman feels should be monitored in case she’s being “hysterical” or a “crazy bitch,” that viciously criticizes what they wear or how they look no matter WHAT they look like, Sailor Moon stands up and says, “You’re a girl and you are AWESOME.”

Obviously, I have a LOT of feelings about this show. My dream TED talk would have to be someone going into detail about all the points I made earlier, as well as Sailor Moon’s shortcomings (body image, anyone?), and ends by discussing what it can teach us about how we write stories for and about women and girls.

When I had to choose a fictional character to lead the panel, I of course went with Ami, the brains of the Sailor Senshi. While computers and mathematics are her strong suit, I’ve no doubt she would be amazing giving a talk on anything, including feminism in pop culture–and of course,  nobody would ever guess that she’s really talking about her best friends and fellow warriors.