It had been three years, five months and twenty seven days since he had walked into my life, and two months and fifteen days since he had left me on the roadside two miles west of a Wal-Mart supercenter. That last screaming match had been a doozie, and I gave as good as I got, but the one true thing he ever told me was that I couldn’t take him in a fight, so when he started swinging his fists I opened the door and jumped out, and that bastard never even slowed down on the way out of town. But I didn’t tell him everything either. He didn’t know about the second cell phone I bought two months before with the last crumbs of my savings, and he didn’t know the small town I suggested we visit is the same small town my best friend moved to last year, the same best friend he told me not to talk to because he was scared shed take me away from him. I can’t believe I listened. And I’ll never forget that she never gave up on me.
When I called her a month before that last fight from the hospital after my last overdose she told me to come stay with her. She had a free couch and knew some places looking to hire, and she said I could get a fresh start there. Here. I was here now. I called her from that roadside, and she took me to Wal-Mart to get a few changes of clothes and a pillow. A week after I got here I got a job waitressing at a mom and pop diner. The pay isn’t close to good but they treat me well, let me take home leftover food, and it leaves my morning open. Sometimes my friend and I hang out at the library or hike along the river, but she works a 9 to 5 job so I’m usually left to my own devices. Most mornings I spend in the gym, lifting and running, or at the dojo, learning karate. Because there’s one more thing I never told him. I will see him again, and the next time I do I won’t be scared of those fists.
This is my take on the “Postcards From The Past⌔ assignment. I found this postcard on https://postsecret.com/, which is an archive of anonymous postcards people have sent in with their darkest secrets and no return address. I was struck by the strong thirst for revenge that laced so few words, and I tried to draw on my own past experiences as well as those of friends to make a believable and interesting story about a young woman trying to heal from an abusive relationship and start a new life with a strong support system. The postcard showed someone practicing martial arts, so I included that in the story, but I also thought about what I do to recover from stressful or traumatic situations as well as my relationship with my best friend.