Visual Assignment: Looking at Yourself

My freshman year of UMW I was in design principals (Arts105) and we did a self portrait project where we took a black and white photo of ourselves and then turned it into a piece using two colors on the color wheel in different tones. I chose an image with high contrast and turned it into this painting:

I really liked this piece because I thought It told a good story. It exemplifies how America sees, and how it treats people of color. But I had a different image that I wanted to use and never got the chance ( I can’t remember if it was because of the violent nature of the picture of if the contrast wasn’t high enough). Sadly I lost that picture because I also destroyed my phone freshman year ( by dropping off the balcony of the UC).

I decided to recreate that image for this project because I thought it was a very good concept, and I would like to elaborate on it further when I have more time and can really go in depth on the piece. Trigger warning Violence: the Piece depicts me, apparently deceased or unconscious with a saw placed firmly on my neck, in the action of decapitating me. I thought the piece would have a lot of deeper meaning, but I’ll elaborate on that more when I work on that piece.

Looking At Yourself

Inspired by my previous assignment, I decided to make a self portrait out of shapes. I really liked this approach, as it was very simple but still looked good.

Looking at Yourself

I thought this would be a good fit for this assignment and would add a twist to it. No, I’m not a triplet. I staged this photograph and did some manipulation. Each of the three “Megans” here shows a different side to my personality. The Megan driving is kind of my girly-girl side, putting on makeup and wearing a dress. The Megan sitting in the passenger seat is obviously “too cool for school” and is more of my rebellious side. You can’t totally see, but the Megan in the back is more of my geeky side. She’s wearing a Legend of Zelda shirt and is playing Pokemon on her DS. Setting up this image was a lot of work. Planning my outfits, setting up the perfect angle to capture most of the interior of the car (and avoiding the side mirror in the picture), finding a good parking spot to set up, finding the right body angles so as not to block too much of my other “selves,” and then editing it all once all the separate images were uploaded made for a very difficult shot, but I’m happy with it. I thought it would be fun to show how someone’s appearance communicate their personality, and how someone could display different aspects of their personality while containing them all in one individual.

Too many faces

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This photo explains it all. I, Emily Toney, am guilty of making too many faces. Some good and others really bad….But! there will never be a dull moment around me, because of my faces…haha (very old photo; I am no longer blonde)

Looking at Yourself

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For this I, as Melody Bay, created my self portrait as an homage to Sasha Kellogg. This woman who survived great family tragedy and still managed to thrive and present herself with poise and grace. MB cannot bear to stray far from where her mother left her. Drawn to the memories the town holds. Sasha ran away from her memories, for good reason, but MB still envious that this woman was able to escape her circumstance victorious.

Here is Sasha Kellogg’s back-story http://calabashnebula.com/characterwork/meet-sasha-kellogg/

And here is Melody Bay’s abstract digital self-portrait. The hair is from a picture of Sasha, the face is Melody, and the shoulders have been covered in paint.

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Look at Me

Looking at Yourself (3 Points)

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I chose to do the self-portrait visual assignment for my last 3 points. However, instead of doing a self-portrait of myself,  I made a self-portrait of my character, Sarah Mustard. I have not posted pictures of my character up until this point on purpose, because I still wasn’t entirely sure how she would look exactly and I didn’t like the idea of using a picture of a celebrity. So I thought this assignment would be a good way to describe my vision for Sarah Mustard.

I chose to dress Sarah in a gray overcoat with a matching hat, because of her profession as a private investigator. It blends into her environment more and doesn’t stand out as much. Underneath the overcoat she is wearing a blue dress, because she is also a reserved person in real life as well and I consider blue to be more of a reserved color. However, I chose to make her purse bright red, because I believe that Sarah is not content with her passive lifestyle and there is a part of her that wants to burst out of the shadows and be seen. Red is a color that gets a lot of attention and Sarah, on some level, also wants attention. She wears her long, dark brown hair down with her bangs almost covering her eyes, hoping to go unnoticed in that respect as well.

I chose to put various objects in the background of Sarah’s self portrait as well to represent her character. A mustard bottle, to represent her name and her family, sunglasses, because she likes to conceal herself from the world, Little Women, her favorite novel, a German flag, because she speaks German, pen and paper, to represent her observation skills, a pink pacifier to represent her illegitimate daughter she gave up for adoption, and lastly a ginger cat, because she now has a pet cat named Bailey (who has a remarkable resemblance to Crookshanks in the Harry Potter films).

I liked being able to draw her self portrait rather than finding a photograph for Sarah, because I had an image in my mind and this way I was able to stay true to my imagination. I’m no artist, so that made this take time, but I guess all my doodling during classes helped with making this drawing a bit.

 

Self(ie)-Portraiture: Me, myself, I – You, yourself, we

Self-portraits are everywhere online and easily shared via mobile communication. The selfie is more than fashionable. It is an everyday practice of the state of personal publishing and ‘always on, everywhere’ networked media. The smartphone facilitates a personal push and pull media on a scale that we have never experienced before. Traditional film cameras were never widely used to photograph ourselves. We pointed the lens at our family and friends, learning to preserve ‘Kodak moments’ in physical frames and albums. The story behind this composite three-image photographic self-portrait is about the distractive state of everyday live, where moments of procrastination, rest or idleness are easily assigned to status updating, . This photograph is not just a self-portrait, it is an ‘us-portrait’, palm and finger akimbo, multiplied and montaged.

Of course that does not mean that the image is without a personal meaning or story, but it has general significance about the ‘mediated self’ at this media technological moment of ubiquitous cameraphones. There is an interesting, huge scale, rich media visualization project called Selfiecity that is studying the demographics, poses and expressions of the selfie and which claims that cities such as Bangkok, Berlin and Moscow each have their own style of taking selfies – that is, that cultural difference can be identified  how we take selfies.

‘Looking At Yourself’? These days, in media terms, you hardly ever stop.

Anyway, this is how my selfie-portrait came about.

Working at home on a Winter Sunday afternoon in January 2015, with early disappearing light, and in need of distraction, I had an urge to Instagram. For some unknown reason, I placed the cameraphone on the floor and became aware of the electric light fitting on the ceiling and how from that angle it create an ‘L’ shape. On hands and knees I tried to put my head in the square frame because I thought that the light fitting and ceiling alone was too dull an image. Not wanting to look directly into the camera, the difficult bit was to look away from the screen and take the picture at the same time without knowing for sure about the framing – a trial and error process. I’m guessing that there were multiple attempts to get it ‘right’, to be aesthetically satisfied with the result. When taking an Instagram photo, I always scroll through the filter and settings options, but I don’t recall which ones I used for these images.

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Instagram Selfie #1

Very soon after this first image, I must have decided that this was an interesting process and result, so two more images followed in the same way – but different framing of head and light and filters and settings.

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Instagram Selfie #2

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Instagram Selfie #3

I must have been struck by the outcome because I then shared the three images on Facebook and then combined the three images on my laptop to create one further composite image share on Facebook.

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MeMeMe (Selfie-Portrait) (2015)

This self-portrait, then, was not done specifically for the ‘Looking At Yourself’ Visual Assignment, but, rather, the image chose the assignment. As I was deciding which visual assignment to do as part of Unit 5 ‘Telling Stories in Photos’ of open ds106, the whole experience seemed a perfect fit for the brief – ‘art following life’. Here was a self-portrait as a routine use of media in everyday life, an act of everyday creativity, not something done to order, or for professional or hobbyist reasons or to fulfill a creative assignment brief, but a spontaneous and routine thought and action if not specifically typical of what I do everyday, then a good general, though convoluted, example of habitual self-portraiture.

Starting with the three Instagrammed selfies:

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I copied and pasted the images onto a blank slide in Microsoft PowerPoint. I like the rough and ready image manipulation and easy use of text and graphics that you can use in PowerPoint. When I’m not worrying too much about image resolution or more sophisticated techniques that might require more suitable software such as Photoshop, which is most of the time in a social media context, PowerPoint is perfectly adequate as a basic photo editor. Placing the three images initially side-by-side, I then rotated and resized them and overlapped them until I was happy with the composition. All the images were rotated to a different orientation than when they were originally captured on Instagram and the final composite image was saved using a screen capture utility (I use Gadwin PrintScreen to copy and paste and save as JPGs).

Having three light fittings in the composite image didn’t look properly balanced, so the middle image was placed to overlap the one on the left obliterating the light in the middle image. Most pleasing in terms of the composition was how the two images on the right could be combined so that a Cubist-like head and shoulders effect is created. On reflection, I also like that if the composite image of my head is taken as an ‘O’, then with the image turned upside down, you can perhaps make out a squiffy ‘LOL’ with the ‘L’s formed by the illuminated sides of the lightshade.

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But this upsidedown ‘LOL’ version doesn’t work so well as a composition. During Unit 5 we were instructed to keep in mind at least three principles or ‘tips’ selected from study material provided to learn about taking good images. I decided to be guided by the ‘6 Principles of Gestalt Psychology That Can Improve Your Photography’ written about by photographer Joe Baraban. Looking at photography with these principles places an emphasis on the complete photograph as a relationship between its parts and the whole. The angle is to think about what the viewer percieves and processes visually and psychologically when looking at a photograph and therefore how a photogrpaher can control what the viewer sees.

Analysing my selfie-portrait using the ‘6 principles’, I can see how this applies. In terms of the ‘Figure-Ground’ principle, for example, where you are looking at the relationship between objects and their surroundings, the dull background of my composite photograph contrasts against the silhouette, and chiaroscuro of my head and body and the over-exposure of the light fitting. My selfie-portrait has ‘Closure’ through the visual tension of the repeated figure and light – puzzling, but not too so. ‘The Law of Common Fate’ principle is about visual direction in the image and with the placing of two of the figures looking at the same light source, this works in harmony. There is ‘Similarity’ with repetition of the figure and light and ‘Proximity’ of forms, shapes and colours. The dark palette, repetition of shapes and balanced grouping across the three images, two figures and lights, produces a balanced, off-centre effect, though not classically satisfying ‘Rule of Thirds’.

As an image, and a retrospectively conceptualised ‘selfie-portrait’, I’m more than happy with the image because it conveys a sense of myself as a creative person. Its origins lie in a serendipitous moment of distracted play, and I think that serendipity is one of the most important creative thinking techniques - ‘Chance favours the prepared mind’ (Louis Pasteur).

 

Self Portrait With Everyday Items

Hello I thought about incorporating everyday items to paint a portrait of myself and I blogged about the thought process. http://www.digitalbarrage.com/assignments/self-portrait-through-every-day-items/

Self-Portrait Through Every Day Items

This is Me….Well Sort Of

    So I was thinking about the photo assignments and I decided to create a self portrait of myself through every day items.   The photo is what I created yesterday based on the visual assignment Looking At Yourself: This was worth 3 1/2 stars.   You can also find this on my Flickr.

 

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The items which are in the pictures are:

  • Black boxing gloves
  • My black Buddha head
  • Stylish brown & black scarf
  • My dog tags

Meaning of the Portrait:

BUDDHA HEAD:

This picture is Representative of me because it encompasses how I feel as a man on an everyday basis.  I choose the Buddha head because the Buddha is all knowing and all encompassing because I feel as if I need to know what is going on at every second of everyday and for me that is important as a man and for my family.

BOXING GLOVES

I choose the black boxing gloves because I am constantly fighting the elements of the world whether that is personal or professional obstacles that I need to overcome for myself or in general.

DOG TAGS

The dog tags are representative of me being in the military and of my character as a person.  I hold integrity and honor very close to my heart.

Black & Brown Scarf:

Because I got swag of course! :-)

Lost Souls Portrait

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I am in a strange place in my life.  I will soon graduate college and enter the real world.  I am excited to be able to pursue my dreams but on the other hand I feel there are still certain restrictions in my life.  What helps me get through the day is that small sense of hope that all my turmoils in life will one day pay off as long as I keep fighting for my main goal and purpose in life.  This picture reflects my optimism despite those bleak moments.

  I chose this assignment because I thought it would be a nice break from the computer.  I have not done a self portrait in a while and thought it would be a good challenge.  Typically my self portraits are more light hearted but I’ve been in a fowl mood lately which you can see reflected within my piece.

  This piece was created with watercolors on sketchbook paper.  When painting this I wanted a monotone color scheme to help give it that darker feel.  I made my brush strokes heavier than one would with watercolors to express a feeling of nausea.  I am also a big sucker for vignetting so I added that later with editing.

 

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