I am in a strange place in my life. I will soon graduate college and enter the real world. I am excited to be able to pursue my dreams but on the other hand I feel there are still certain restrictions in my life. What helps me get through the day is that small sense of hope that all my turmoils in life will one day pay off as long as I keep fighting for my main goal and purpose in life. This picture reflects my optimism despite those bleak moments.
I chose this assignment because I thought it would be a nice break from the computer. I have not done a self portrait in a while and thought it would be a good challenge. Typically my self portraits are more light hearted but I’ve been in a fowl mood lately which you can see reflected within my piece.
This piece was created with watercolors on sketchbook paper. When painting this I wanted a monotone color scheme to help give it that darker feel. I made my brush strokes heavier than one would with watercolors to express a feeling of nausea. I am also a big sucker for vignetting so I added that later with editing.
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